How often do we think repentance is all about merely doing ? Perhaps you fell into pride, and your first instinct is to practice gratitude and give credit where it's due. Or you watched something on a website you know you shouldn't have, and your response is to surround yourself with others to keep yourself from going back. Or maybe you've been seriously financially reckless, and instead of sitting with that, you just resolve to stop spending for the rest of the month and move on. None of those things are bad in themselves, but that kind of mindset puts us in serious danger. Why?  Because we're no longer operating in faith; we're operating in works. Here's an idea you may have never encountered in your Christian walk: repentance—that is, the afterthought  of the true Christian—is not merely doing . It is thinking. It is belief. And it is fueled by faith that is empowered only by the Holy Spirit, for He is the one who convicts us of sin, who opens our eyes to the weight of our rebellion, and who draws us toward God in genuine sorrow. That inward turning is precisely what metanoia —the Greek word behind repentance—captures: a "change of mind," an "afterthought." And yet many assume repentance simply means to stop sinning. But that's only a half-truth. Before you can be led into a godly life, you need that afterthought . You need to look back at your sin and feel the weight of committing treason against a holy God. You need to abhor your sin—to know it has left a stain that no one, not even yourself, can ever remove except God. You need to believe that this sin is what separates you from Him, and that you want it gone. There are many reasons people struggle with repentance, but I'll name one. Some of us can't—or perhaps, I should say, choose not to—repent because we genuinely don't believe what we're doing is sin. We don't truly believe we've broken the heart of God in our disobedience. And if we don't believe that, we will never feel the weight that drives us to repentance. So, how do we get to that place? Stop trying to do things your way. Shift from a works mindset to a faith mindset. Recognize sin when the Lord calls it sin. See how it separates you from Him and where it's leading you. Lament over it. Depend on the Holy Spirit to fuel your obedience in moments of weakness. Some of you might be thinking, "But Kelvin, I don't feel guilty. I don't feel brokenhearted at all." Two things: first, acknowledging your lack of remorse is actually a very  good thing, and second, remember that repentance is not founded on us—it is founded on the God who gives grace.  What does that mean? It means that even the faith that fuels repentance is carried by the grace of God. Scripture is clear that saving faith is not our own doing—it is a gift  from Him ( Ephesians 2:8-9 ). And if faith itself is a gift, so too is the repentance it produces. R. C. Sproul  put it well: "The only way to have a clean heart is by a work of divine re-creation." Ask the Lord to stir a mighty work of genuine repentance in you, because only He can do such a thing. Now, to those who think repentance is unimportant—a mere optional add-on  to the faith—I want to push back on that. Yes, we are saved by grace. Yes, we are justified by faith alone. But understand this: the call of the gospel is not belief alone. It is belief and  repentance. The two are inseparable, because genuine faith always produces the afterthought . To embrace one while dismissing the other is not the gospel Jesus preached—it is a watered-down version of it. Consider what Jesus Himself said: "The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel" ( Mark 1:15 ; emphasis added). He did not call us to simply believe and move on. Repentance and faith were, for Jesus, two sides of the same coin. You may have heard that repentance is turning away from sin and turning to God. But I'd argue that before we can even turn away from sin, we must first turn to God. He is the source of our salvation, the source of our obedience, and the source of our repentance. It is only by the gracious power of the Holy Spirit that the afterthought  of the true Christian can ever occur. Repentance was never yours to conjure because it was always His to give. And the good news is that the same God who calls you to repent is the very God who makes repentance possible. Rest in that. And let Him do the work.

An Idea A La Carte : small, standalone bites of thought—each separate, each worth savoring. I would’ve loved to use that as the name of this series, but Tim Challies  already coined it. So, here I am with Pocket Thoughts. I wanted to try something new that isn’t so time-consuming and doesn’t require intensive study—something a little more… nonchalant and informal. That doesn’t mean I won’t study for anything that I write on Theologia at all—obviously, I want to be a faithful steward concerning the Gospel and its truths. Something about me is that I am an observer. I desire to grow and learn. I love thinking. And from time to time, I want to share with you these small observations, reflections, and thoughts—things that, you might say, can all fit in my pocket. So, here’s my phone, wallet, and keys. The Phone: Orthodox Jews and Jesus In my early mornings on the way to work, I usually have just enough time to listen to a podcast or sermon. One morning as I was driving, I came across a video of a debate—not the sharp and critical one you might think of, but a civil discourse—between a Messianic Jew and an Orthodox Jew.  I know what you might be asking: What are the two? For the sake of simplicity, a Messianic Jew  is a Jewish person who believes that Jesus is the Messiah prophesied in the Old Testament (what Jewish people call the Tanakh ), and an Orthodox Jew , on the other hand, does not. As I listened, I couldn’t help but notice how Orthodox Jews see Christ and the Scriptures. Their views are shaped a lot by the teachings of Maimonides , a rabbi from the 12th century. They don’t believe Jesus fulfilled the prophecies concerning the Messiah, nor do they see Him as holy or divine. Some even call Jesus the “failed Messiah,” saying He led Jews astray, changed God’s law, and inspired anti-Semitic movements. These Orthodox Jews view the Torah as the divinely revealed law that guides Jewish life. They also believe that Gentiles are called to follow the Noahide Laws —basic moral laws—which is how non-Jews can live righteously according to God’s will. When asked if they’d ever read the New Testament, every single one said no. Their reasoning? They were “1000%” sure they had already found the true religion (i.e., Judaism), so reading it would be pointless. I found that really interesting because it somewhat reminded me of the first century Jews and Pharisees whom Jesus encountered.  The Wallet: Overseas Short-Term Missions Trip—A Secret Vacay? There seems to be a rising trend when it comes to short-term missions trips. From conversations with peers in Bible college to people within the Hmong community, I fear that there are sometimes hidden intentions behind such “missions” that we don’t really speak of. Now, don’t get me wrong. I should be clear here that I am not against missions, I am for it… however, I think there needs to be a lot of self-examining behind our intentions of going. We need to think through what the mission is. And if that mission—which, I assume, is to share Christ and His teachings with others—is only something we can do overseas , we’re probably already going for the wrong reasons.  When we look at the Great Commission , I think some might read “go therefore and make disciples” and think the initial commandment is to “go,” but that would be a faulty interpretation in and of itself because “go” isn’t the commandment of focus; it is a participle . Every single believer is called to make disciples wherever they are and wherever they go. If those whom we’ve “evangelized” to in other countries saw how we lived our lives back in America, would they see us as true believers who genuinely long and live for Jesus? Or would they see dramatic  disconnect?  Of course, God can and will use anyone whether they have right intentions or not, but wouldn’t it be tragic when such money, for the sake of missions, has deliberately gone to waste just for personal leisure, finding a significant other whom we might cross paths with throughout the mission trip, or for social media clout?  Are missions about us, or about God? The Keys: The Unsaved Christian Never would you think to pair the words “unsaved” and “Christian” together. They almost feel antithetical , don’t they? The term Unsaved Christian  comes from Dean Inserra , who wrote about people who call themselves Christians but are actually unsaved—caught up in the whim of Cultural Christianity instead of true, life-changing faith. When you look at the numbers, Christianity is the largest religion in the world. Yet Jesus said the path is narrow, and only a few find it ( Matthew 7:13-14 ). How do we reconcile that? In Jesus’ time, He faced people who claimed to know and follow God—people who seemed outwardly  religious, yet they were the ones who rejected Him and put Him on the cross. He even pronounced the Seven Woes upon their religious leaders .  What does this tell us?  Profession doesn’t always mean personally knowing Christ. There are countless professing Christians. Countless churches claim to be a people of God. And yet, inside many of those churches, you find pride, hypocrisy, and self-righteousness. Spirituality has become a measure for condescension. Some grew up in Christian homes. Some love the idea of an all-loving and all-gracious Jesus who is never  wrathful. Some honor the Bible only when it fits their life. Some avoid accountability and secretly live in sin. As long as they attend church and serve in visible ways, they feel secure in their supposed  salvation. They are those who know all the Christian language and practices, yet truly don’t know God.  Wouldn’t it be strange if a community intended for love was known for gossip and slander? Or if a faith-filled community is nothing short of a self-righteous club, full of moral posturing and self-help nonsense? The Lord hates  gatherings done in vain. He dreads  worship that isn’t done in spirit and truth. He despises the kind of worship and offering we give when we deliberately choose to live in sin, for Christ Himself said, “Go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice. For I came not to call the righteous, but sinners’” ( Matthew 9:13 ). There’s so much more to say on the topic of Cultural Christianity—perhaps, I might just write another article expanding on it in the future—but for now, I’ll leave you with Isaiah 1:9-20 : If the LORD of hosts had not left us a few survivors, we should have been like Sodom, and become like Gomorrah. Hear the word of the LORD, you rulers of Sodom! Give ear to the teaching of our God, you people of Gomorrah!  “What to me is the multitude of your sacrifices? says the LORD; I have had enough of burnt offerings of rams and the fat of well-fed beasts; I do not delight in the blood of bulls, or of lambs, or of goats. “When you come to appear before me, who has required of you this trampling of my courts? Bring no more vain offerings; incense is an abomination to me. New moon and Sabbath and the calling of convocations—I cannot endure iniquity and solemn assembly. Your new moons and your appointed feasts my soul hates; they have become a burden to me; I am weary of bearing them. “When you spread out your hands, I will hide my eyes from you; even though you make many prayers, I will not listen; your hands are full of blood. “Wash yourselves; make yourselves clean; remove the evil of your deeds from before my eyes; cease to do evil, learn to do good; seek justice, correct oppression; bring justice to the fatherless, plead the widow’s cause. “Come now, let us reason together, says the LORD: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool. If you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land; but if you refuse and rebel, you shall be eaten by the sword; for the mouth of the LORD has spoken.” If you are reading this and feel as though you are the Unsaved Christian (and don’t confuse this with being a new or immature believer) , there is grace available for you. The Apostle Paul says that the Lord’s kindness is intended to lead you to repentance ( Romans 2:4 ). Don’t take God’s grace for granted. Ask the Lord to search your heart to test you and your thoughts that, in the process, He might reveal what you need repenting of ( Psalm 139:23-24 ).  We are not saved because we grew up in a Christian household. We are not saved because we serve. We are not saved because we attend church services. Rather, we are saved through the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. When we confess our sins and place our faith in Him, He is faithful and just to forgive us ( Romans 10:9-10 ; 1 John 1:9 ). It's by His saving grace, through our faith, that the atoning blood of Christ is applied to us.

Many Voices All it takes is one scroll on TikTok for us to realize that we live in an age of information overload. Countless opinions, teachings, and worldviews constantly compete for our attention. Not everything that sounds biblical is truly rooted in Scripture. This makes Christian discernment not just important but essential. How can we know what is true? How can we guard ourselves and others against even the slightest error? Ironically, many who promote false teachings speak confidently about discernment, unaware they’ve embraced a perverted gospel shaped more by the Enemy’s lies than by Christ’s truth. The Serpent of Old While pop culture often depicts Satan as a red, horned, and fiery creature meant to evoke fear, this image is misleading. What many Christians overlook is that Satan rarely appears threatening—instead, he presents himself in ways that seem normal, even appealing , making his deception all the more dangerous. The Serpent of Old is the counterfeit Christ. He is the Great Deceiver, for he disguises himself as an angel of light ( 2 Corinthians 11:14 ). His crafty schemes are not at all obvious because they appear attractive. He offers a version of “goodness” divorced from God’s holiness. And in that demonic realm, just as the Apostle Paul warned, there are many who disguise themselves as “servants of righteousness” ( 2 Corinthians 11:15 ). Disciples of the Serpent of Old When we look at false teachers today, many of them don’t fit the stereotype of what we might imagine evil to look like. They’re often not outwardly malicious, scandalous, or openly rebellious. In fact, many are among the kindest, most charming, and well-spoken individuals you might ever meet. They rarely say anything overtly negative or offensive. Instead, their messages are, in most cases, consistently and emotionally self-empowering. They speak in ways that make people feel good about themselves by offering the hope of worldly success and blessing, yet without confronting sin, calling for repentance, or teaching the full counsel of God’s Word. This is precisely what makes them so dangerous. Their words may sound biblical. Their personalities may be likable. But the gospel they proclaim is often shallow, man-centered, and void of the cross. Their gospel is a message that minimizes the holiness of God, downplaying the seriousness of sin and replacing truth with sentiment. The danger isn’t always in what false teachers say but, rather, in what they consistently leave out. For this reason, discernment is vital to the life of every believer. We’re not called to judge by appearances or personalities, but to test every teaching against the truth of Scripture ( Acts 17:11 ; 1 John 4:1 ). Understanding True Discernment When we think of discernment, we often frame it as the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, good and evil. And that’s certainly part of it. But true discernment goes deeper. As Charles Spurgeon once said, “ Discernment is not a matter of telling the difference between right and wrong. Rather, it is telling the difference between right and almost right .” That distinction matters profoundly, because what is almost right is often far more dangerous than what is blatantly wrong. A half-truth still contains a lie. Just as a counterfeit bill closely resembles real currency, false teaching often mimics the truth in language and tone. Subtle errors are harder to detect, especially when they’re clothed in Christian language such as love, unity, fellowship, community, and grace. But make no mistake: what is “almost right” is still wrong. And when it comes to the gospel—its doctrine, its foundation, and its saving power—“close enough” is not good enough. Truth is not determined by our emotions or instincts. That is not how we learned in Christ. We know this. Rather, we are to be led by the Holy Spirit and devote ourselves to growing deeply in biblical truth—that we might know Christ more fully. Discernment in a Confused World Today, discernment is often criticized as radical, divisive, or unloving. And maybe there is a bit of truth in that, to an extent. Admittedly, there are individuals in churches worldwide who are highly critical of minor issues, scrutinizing secondary theological differences with harshness and weaponizing discernment to elevate themselves rather than edify the church. These excesses should be acknowledged and corrected. But does the misuse of discernment justify its abandonment altogether? Consider what Paul says here: “And it is my prayer that your love may abound more and more, with knowledge and all discernment, so that you may approve what is excellent, and so be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God” ( Philippians 1:9–11 ; emphasis added). Notice that Paul does not oppose love to discernment; he actually couples them. Love abounds with knowledge and discernment. Discernment, then, is not optional; it is necessary for faithful Christian living. Scripture commands believers to test everything and hold fast to what is good ( 1 Thessalonians 5:21 ). As our minds are renewed by the Word of God ( Romans 12:2 ), we grow in our ability to recognize truth, reject error, and better understand both God and His will—for ourselves and for the church as a whole. Knowing the Shepherd’s Voice In a world saturated with emotionally appealing and self-sufficient messages, everything must be tested against Scripture. We must be like the Bereans, who examined the Scriptures daily to see whether these things were so ( Acts 17:11 ). No teacher, platform, or voice is exempt from this scrutiny—regardless of credentials, doctorate degrees, reputation, or popularity. One personal test I often ask is this: Did I leave the message with a magnified view of myself—or of God? Truth recenters our lives away from ourselves and back onto God. When a message consistently elevates human glory over Christ’s, it reveals a false gospel. If God is no longer central, then truth has already been compromised. We must separate truth from error in a confused world, lest we unknowingly become disciples of a counterfeit Christ. Jesus reminds us: “But he who enters by the door is the shepherd of the sheep. To him the gatekeeper opens. The sheep hear his voice, and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. When he has brought out all his own, he goes before them, and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. A stranger they will not follow, but they will flee from him, for they do not know the voice of strangers” ( John 10:2–5 ). May we be a people who know the Shepherd’s voice by knowing His Word, and may the knowledge we gain not only shape our minds but also move our hearts to see and love Christ more, as we follow Him faithfully in a world full of counterfeits.

The Pale Blue Dot This picture may look like a mote of dust, but it isn’t. This is Earth. This is home —captured from 3.7 billion miles away. This image, famously known as The Pale Blue Dot , reminds us just how small, fragile, and fleeting we are. From that distance, our planet nearly disappears into the vastness of space. And yet, this tiny dot holds every joy, every sorrow, and every story we’ve ever lived. When I first encountered this image about a year ago, my thoughts immediately turned to the greatness of God—how His glory fills the heavens, yet He knows me by name. The same God who spoke galaxies into existence is mindful of my heart, my tears, and even my deepest sufferings.  From 3.7 billion miles away, it’s easy to believe that every heartache and every sleepless night goes unnoticed. Yet to God, nothing  is unseen. He sees all  of it. He sees you . He is the God who sees. And what you are walking through—as heavy as it feels—is only a light and temporary affliction. It is not forever. It will not always be  this way. Our trials—though they loom like giants up close—are like dust before His eternal light. For on that Day, when faith becomes sight, our journey as sojourners will be complete, and He Himself will wipe away every tear. The Pale Blue Dot humbles us. It reminds us that our suffering, real as it is, cannot compare to the eternal glory that lies ahead. It magnifies the One who made all things, holds all things together, and works all things for His glory and for our good. Gaze the Unseen This reflection feels timely—perhaps for some of you. As I continue my writing ministry through Theologia , I’m often reminded of why I began writing years ago in the first place. I wanted to share the hope of Jesus through Gospel-centered blogs. That was always the aim—because I knew firsthand what it felt like to be hopeless in a broken world. I longed for hurting souls to experience the same healing and restoration I found in the name of Jesus. Many of us Christians say, “We love because He first loved us.” Yet before I could fully grasp His love, I had to understand something else—I had to know what it felt like to be unloved by others. Perhaps that’s why I love so deeply now. I love because I know both what it is to be loved by God and what it is to long for love when it feels absent. This comes from a place of love for those who are hurting behind closed doors. I say this to you as your brother in Christ. Though Leaves Wither It’s often around this time of year that seasonal depression begins to settle in for some of us. The skies are dimmer. The air is cold. The leaves wither. It all feels strangely familiar—almost reminiscent of what’s happening inside mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Maybe the weight of responsibilities has slowly begun to crush your spirit. Maybe the relationship you hoped would last didn’t. Maybe the people you trusted let you down, and now those relationships feel distant. Where did it all go wrong? Sometimes, clarity doesn’t come. The answers we want never arrive. The questions linger all night long. But what if that  is a gift? What if God is using the unanswered questions to remind you that He Himself is enough—that in these pressing and uncertain moments, you are invited to lean not on your own understanding but on Him? The Peace of God, and the God of Peace It is in and through prayer that God promises us His peace ( Philippians 4:6–7 ). We can freely cast our anxieties on Him because He cares for us. Even before a single word is spoken, He already knows our every thought. The Apostle Paul tells us that the peace of God surpasses all understanding. We may have every reason to feel anxious, discouraged, or overwhelmed, yet when God’s peace settles into our hearts, the rumbling thoughts begin to quiet. Restlessness gives way to worship. And fear is replaced with praise.  A heart filled with praise is a sure marker of peace ( Philippians 4:8–9 ). Peace isn’t when everything you’ve wanted finally turns out right. Peace is knowing that God will work all things for your good even when it doesn’t ( Romans 8:28 ). The peace of God will cover you when the God of peace is near you. Will you draw near to Him today?

It’s winter in Chicago. The sun is nowhere to be seen. The skies are gray and heavy with gloom. I’m on a flight to Sacramento, gazing out the window as the plane begins to take off. Slowly, we rise through the dense layer of clouds. Then suddenly—light. I find myself above the clouds, surrounded by a breathtaking expanse of sky that looks like an ocean of waves crashing into one another. And there, shining in all its brilliance, is the blazing sun. This beauty had been there all along, hidden by the gloom. I just couldn’t see it from below. Perhaps our lives are much the same, aren’t they? Amid trials, afflictions, and the mundane rhythms of life, it’s easy to lose sight of God and what He's doing. We feel like He’s silent, unmoving. We ask questions, demand answers, and we want them now. Yet, maybe what we truly need isn’t more clarity—but a high perspective . What if we trusted that God is still working, even when we can’t see or feel it? What if, instead of staring into the present gloom, we fixed our eyes on His promises and the future glory to come? I want to share a Bible verse with you: “And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns" ( Philippians 1:6 ). This verse isn’t about us—it’s about Him . It’s not centered on the work in me, but on the One doing the work in me. God isn't finished yet. He won’t abandon His sanctifying work, no matter how gloomy life feels. He sustains us through joy and sorrow, through clarity and confusion. The future may be unknown to me, but my God is not. And as long as I know Him, I don’t have to worry about what the future holds. I can rest in the truth that God is sovereign—that He is working all things for my good through the intercession of the Holy Spirit, preparing me for the eternal glory found in Jesus Christ. No sorrow is wasted. No heartache is buried. The Lord has a plan that transcends the gloominess of life. So, lift your eyes above the clouds. See not what is seen, but what is unseen—the everlasting glory that awaits us in our Wonderful Counselor, Jesus. It is there that He will wipe every tear. And there, all death, sorrow, crying, and pain will cease to exist. Jesus will make all things new.

“Expositional preaching presumes a belief in the authority of Scripture—that the Bible is actually God’s Word” (Mark Dever, Nine Marks of a Healthy Church ). A Call to Wake Up Several weeks ago, I sat in a Caribou Coffee reading Nine Marks of a Healthy Church  by Mark Dever . I first picked it up as a freshman at Moody Bible Institute—not for class, but because I longed for wisdom as I pursued faithful pastoral ministry. Now, six years later, I was reading it again—same book, same truths, same God. The words I had underlined still rang true. I felt refreshed, as though the wisdom of faithful shepherds was being poured back into me. Yet, at the same time, I was burdened. The book revealed not only what a healthy church should  be, but also how far many churches have drifted . Not What It Seems Many churches declare, “We believe the Bible is God’s Word and our ultimate authority.” That sounds about right—but does the pulpit reflect that conviction? Too often, sermons have turned into shallow talks where God is strangely absent. Scripture has become a springboard for personal agendas. This reveals not just bad methodology, but bad theology . The Bible is treated as authoritative only insofar as it aligns with one's presuppositions.  Most preachers do not proclaim truth; they proclaim what they believe  to be truth. Why Education Isn’t the Fix Some think the solution is formal theological education. But education alone cannot cure unfaithful preaching. A diploma does not protect against eisegesis —that is, the act of forcing our ideas into the biblical text. God does not call the most qualified. Rather, He calls the faithful. It is not education that qualifies a man to preach; it is the Spirit of God working through the Word. He qualifies those who are called. The Guise of Christianity One of the most dangerous shifts today is the replacement of Gospel-centered preaching with moralism in the guise of Christianity. Sermons on love, forgiveness, kindness, and unity are not inherently wrong in themselves—but when preached apart from Christ, they become hollow platitudes of moralism. They become what is known as moralistic therapeutic deism . Even Gandhi believed in those values, yet he did not know Christ as his personal Lord and Savior. If someone like Gandhi could sit comfortably under your preaching, you may receive applause from him, but not from Christ. The pulpit is not a platform for TED Talks, self-help, or cultural commentary. The pulpit exists to proclaim the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Such a message is offensive in nature because it inevitably confronts our sinfulness and declares our desperate need for a Savior. Jesus never watered down His message to keep a crowd. In John 6 , many turned away when His words were too hard, and He let them go. Faithful preaching does not adjust God’s truth to fit human taste. Every Preacher Preaches Something The question is not if  we preach, but what  we preach.  What is the standard of our preaching? Is it our decency? Our sincerity? Our charisma? No. Our standard is Christ crucified. That is the offense. That is the power. And that is the hope we preach. Too many sermons begin with cultural agendas or personal grievances rather than God’s Word. A preacher upset by criticism may grab Matthew 7:1  (“Judge not…”) to defend himself, twisting it into a slogan for tolerance. But he misses the point entirely, because that text is about judging rightly, not  avoiding judgment altogether. Preaching becomes hollow when it begins with man-centered presuppositions rather than God’s Word. A sermon shaped by our ideas or agendas will add nothing new. Truly, it only reinforces the preacher’s own views. That is not  proclamation. And, most definitely, that is not  worship. Why You Don’t Hear God Many churches don’t hear God because they’ve already decided what they want Him to say. If we claim God’s Word is our authority, then our preaching must reflect that. When Scripture is reshaped to fit cultural agendas or preferences, it is no longer God’s Word being preached—and the church ceases to hear God. The Word That Gives Life From the very beginning, God’s Word has given life. By His Word, creation came into being ( Genesis 1 ). By His Word, dry bones lived again ( Ezekiel 37 ). And ultimately, by His Word made flesh, life and light came into the world ( John 1 ). Christ is the Word of God in person—the ultimate  revelation of God and the only  source of eternal life. To preach Scripture faithfully is to proclaim Christ and the Gospel. Preaching that is not Gospel-centered cannot lead people to Christ. Only in the Gospel of Jesus Christ does preaching become truly life-giving. A Call Back to Faithful Preaching Faithful expositional preaching matters. We need men who will handle the Scriptures with reverence and conviction—approaching the biblical text with a high view of its authority and seeking to uncover its meaning as the author originally intended ( exegesis ) . It is through the hearing of the faithfully preached Word that hearts are pierced, faith is stirred, and new life begins ( Romans 10:14–17 ).  The church does not need more "eloquence" or “relevance”—it needs God’s Word, rightly divided and rightly proclaimed ( 2 Timothy 2:15 ). How Beautiful We were not called to merely  preach. We were not called to entertain, to draw crowds, or to maintain a culture. We were called to proclaim Christ and Him crucified, being unashamed of the Gospel—even if it costs us popularity and  attendance. When many turned away from Jesus, He asked the Twelve if they wanted to leave as well. Peter responded, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life” ( John 6:68 ). That must be our conviction. That must be our message. Let every sermon be saturated with the Gospel of Jesus Christ, for everything in Scripture ultimately points to Him. “How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him who brings good news… who publishes salvation… who says to Zion, ‘Your God reigns’” ( Isaiah 52:7 ).

God, Is That You? This event began as a regular Bible college chapel service and became a weeks-long worship event, drawing in thousands of believers. Not only did the event draw people; it elicited many, many opinions across the American nation. The awakening and renewal of hearts were challenged. False testimonies arose against one’s brothers and sisters in Christ. Slander was across social media. The potential work of God was heavily doubted and mocked. These were Christians’ harsh responses to an event called the Asbury Revival. I firmly believe that such responses to the Asbury Revival reveal an unhealthy form of skepticism—driven by the pride of self-righteousness—often disguised as “godly discernment.” Regarding the revival at Asbury, this blog post is not to elicit my opinion or yours. However, surrounding the event’s conversation, I want to discuss something deeper that was more rather apparent: a critical spirit . While believers are called to “test the spirits to see whether they are from God” and to have “powers of discernment… to distinguish good from evil,” believers are not called to cause others to feel inferior because of theological disagreements ( 1 John 4:1 ; Hebrews 5:14 ). Why is it that when God does a supernatural work in our lives, we don’t question Him, but when He does the same to others outside of our theological circle, we question Him and His work? Why is it that when Jesus chooses to reveal Himself in a dream to an ISIS Jihadist, we refuse to believe that the limitless God can do such a thing today? Why is it that when God heals someone suffering from an incurable disease, we call it craziness and foolishness, and even perhaps attribute it to the work of Satan? If God so chooses to work beyond our theological tradition, who are we to speak against Him? Have we forgotten that the Word of God is more authoritative than our theological tradition, friends? Have we limited God to our theological tradition, making the supernatural God a natural god? Woe to us. I say again, woe to us. We have become no greater than the scribes and the Pharisees. Even when we don’t think we are like them, we are them. Perhaps we’ve made our theological tradition (whether it be Reformed, Baptist, Presbyterian, Charismatic, Wesleyan, etc.) the biblical standard. Perhaps we’ve limited the unlimited God to what we can only finitely perceive in the mind. Friends, we need to repent from traditionalizing the faith with our human theological systems. If we don’t, we will have a low view of God and a critical spirit. (Note: I must clarify that I am not advocating for a complete voidance of theological tradition. I am rather asserting that we must let Scripture shape our theology rather than letting human theological traditions shape Scripture. For example, just because I might lean towards the Reformed tradition, I should not read Scripture through the lens of the Reformed tradition. Unlike Scripture, Reformed tradition is not inspired nor inerrant or infallible. I must let Scripture shape my theology rather than shaping Scripture with my presupposed theology.) Signs of a Critical Spirit When we have a critical spirit, we will often have the tendency to elevate ourselves on a self-righteous pedestal and put God in a box. There are four signs of a critical spirit that I want us to be aware of, and when I mention them, I must say to evaluate yourself—not others. 1. We question the authenticity of a work of God beyond measure. A critical spirit is quick to ascribe the works of God to the works of deceiving spirits when God performs a supernatural, divine work. A critical spirit mocks God just as the brothers of Jesus did when they said, “Leave here and go to Judea, where your followers can see your miracles! You can’t be famous if you hide like this! If you can do such wonderful things, show yourself to the world!” ( John 7:3-4 NLT ). A critical spirit will ask and say: If that is a work of God, why isn’t He doing that here? Surely, that is not God. Questioning the authenticity of God beyond measure only reveals we don’t really know who the supernatural and all-powerful God is. 2. We point out the sins of others without recognizing our very own. A critical spirit will see the sins and mistakes of others before their own, and is judgmental, seeing others as inferior to themselves. When we have a critical spirit, we will often believe we are morally and spiritually sufficient compared to others. Self-righteous comparison occurs when we assess the failures of others to our self-righteous successes. Scripture says, “For if anyone thinks he is something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself” ( Galatians 6:3 ). Not recognizing our own sins before God prevents us from rightly repenting. 3. We use Scripture to demean others. A critical spirit will often use the Word of God to attack others for their disagreeing beliefs, and will not recognize when they pervert the Word of God towards others. God’s Word is misused when we employ it without love. Using Scripture in such a way is a clear sign that we are those who “honor” Him with our lips while our hearts are far from Him ( Matthew 15:7-9 ). Demeaning others with Scripture shows that we haven’t truly grasped the Word’s purpose and Christ’s love at all—whether it be for us or others. 4. We always complain. A critical spirit will often complain, being unable to find any sense of gratitude at all. It is difficult for us to find gratitude in God when our hearts are consumed with indignation. When we complain, we are like the Israelites in the wilderness who grumbled, “Would that we had died by the hand of the Lord in the land of Egypt, when we sat by the meat pots and ate bread to the full, for you have brought us out into this wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger” ( Exodus 16:3 ). The Israelites couldn’t find gratitude in the fact that God delivered them from Pharaoh’s enslavement and harsh treatment. Having a critical spirit prevents us from praising God for what He’s done, what He’s doing, and what He’ll do, especially when He chooses to work beyond our human theological tradition. Constant grumbling only reveals how worldly we still are and diminishes our gospel witness to the world when we do so to our own brothers and sisters in Christ. Resisting a Critical Spirit for Others Love like Jesus ( John 15:12-13 ; 1 Peter 3:9 ). Friends, we are commanded by Jesus to love our neighbors just as He loves us. When we are met with unexpected words, we must seek to display the love of Jesus. We cannot love others if we do not see others the way that Jesus sees them—that is, in the imago Dei . Encourage others ( Romans 14:19 ; 15:2 ). We are to pursue peace and edification with others. When we feel our theological differences prevent us from having peace with others, we must acknowledge commonality in the gospel. For the edification of our Christian friends, we must build them up with both truth and love. Extend grace and forgiveness ( Ephesians 4:32 ). We are to forgive others as we have been forgiven by God. We can only forgive one another by having a tenderhearted kindness. And if we ever forget what forgiveness looks and feels like, let us look to the forgiveness we have in Christ. Resisting a Critical Spirit for God What can we do to resist a critical spirit for God? For the believer, a critical spirit is often a product of a misaligned heart before God. Sometimes when our hearts are misaligned, we will be prone to experience what is known as “ spiritual dryness .” Being spiritually dry causes us to have no joy in God and no desire to fellowship with other believers. So, as believers, we must come before the Lord and be in His Word. We must pray. We must be restored to the joy of His salvation ( Psalm 51:12 ). Friends, we must get right with Jesus now . The bad news is: we’ve sinned and need to repent. The good news is: His love is for you; His promise is for you; His grace is for you; His forgiveness is for you. His arms are open wide for sinners like you and me. “The good person out of the good treasure of his heart produces good, and the evil person out of his evil treasure produces evil, for out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks” ( Luke 6:45 ). Jesus is our good treasure. So let us be filled with the awe and wonder of Jesus. Let us be filled with the praise of Jesus. Worthy of Praise Souls are being saved at events with which we might have theological disagreements, but Jesus is worth the praise. God is being magnified in ways we don’t expect, but Jesus is worth the praise. God is choosing to work outside our human theological tradition, but Jesus is worth the praise. Is Jesus worthy of your praise?

Holier than thou? Pastors are no holier than their laypeople. Because pastors are in places of authority by God’s grace and calling, some have taken it as their identity, assuming superiority above their church members. Some have become puffed up with conceit in their dismissal of correction and conversation. Some have forgotten that all believers are one and indwelled by the same Holy Spirit. Some have gone even further and elevated themselves with the title “Pastor.” Pride deceives us, saying that we are something more when we are not. When a pastor allows pride to consume them, they will later realize that their pride kills opportunity, leadership, and relationship. Pastors are not perfect and we should not hold them to an impossible standard of perfection. However, that should not be an excuse for them (and myself, as an aspiring pastor) to not continue growing in Christlike humility—to be more like Jesus. Here are 3 sayings of a prideful pastor, with signs and remedies. 1. “If you don’t agree with my teaching, you don’t agree with God.” Sermon preparation is hard and time-consuming. For most, it takes a whopping 15-20 hours just to faithfully prepare a 30-minute sermon. But when a preached sermon is butchered, a lack of faithful and diligent preparation (e.g., examining the Word, interpretation, reliance on the Spirit, etc.) is almost always the main reason. This often stems from a sense of utmost self-confidence, leading to carelessness towards God’s Word. There is a lack of preparation for sermons. As God’s servant, a pastor should present themself “to God as one approved, a worker who has no need to be ashamed, rightly handling the word of truth” ( 2 Tim 2:15 ). The remedy for such lack of preparation is to make time to faithfully prepare sound messages for the sake of winning souls for Christ, whether in season or out of season ( 2 Tim 4:2 ; Titus 2:1 ). When there is a lack of preparation for sermons, pastors are prone to preach questionably unbiblical sermons (e.g., Moralistic Therapeutic Deism ). If the Bereans tested Paul’s teaching by carefully examining the Word ( Acts 17:11 ), believers today should do the same with their pastors. In the case that questionable teaching is given, congregation members may pull the pastor aside to discuss the preached message, and correct the pastor with truth and love ( Gal 6:1-2 ). However, when the pastor is consumed with pride, there is often a rejection of accountability and correction . The pastor assumes he is in the right and others are in the wrong. The pastor believes he and his preparation are sufficient and need no sharpening. The remedy for rejecting accountability and correction is quite simple: accept correction from other believers and hold fast to sound teaching ( Prov 19:20 ; Prov 27:17 ; 2 Tim 1:13 ). But what if it’s a different scenario? What if the pastor preaches a biblically sound message and others disagree with him? In most cases, the prideful pastor tends to be dismissive of conversations with those who seek further understanding. The prideful pastor responds with words that destroy rather than words that edify. The remedy for such dismissiveness is to listen intentionally to the concerns of the people, walk through God’s word together, and build them up by speaking words that are seasoned with grace ( Jas 1:19-20 ; Eph 4:29 ; Col 4:6 ). 2. “My way is the highway.” Pastors attend meetings all the time. Such meetings discuss church events, church decisions, etc. Sometimes pastors will encounter clashing opinions when they discuss church decisions with their leaders. The pastor listens to different perspectives and opinions but does not necessarily hear what is being proposed. The pastor already formulates what he is going to say in response rather than hearing the perspectives and opinions of others first. He shuts down proposals, perspectives, and opinions in favor of his very own because he thinks that he is “biblically” correct (which may not be the case). There is a self-centered ambition . The pastor wants but does not have, so he fights for it until everyone is silenced ( Jas 4:1-3 ). He assumes power and authority even above other pastors and elders since he is the pastor. He assumes his perspectives and opinions are higher than those of others because he was the one who had formal Bible training in seminary. His pride blinds him from seeing different perspectives. The remedy for this self-centered ambition is to seek God’s glory to preserve unity by considering the values and needs of others above one’s own ( Eph 4:3 ; Col 3:17 ; Phil 2:3-4 ). Although pastors serve as shepherds in the local church, they are still sheep under the True Shepherd, Jesus. As sheep, pastors are prone to wander sometimes and can still be blinded by pride. Sometimes the pastor assumes that his way is the highway because he has lost sight of the value of what other believers have to say. That is, sometimes the pastor forgets that other people can also be led by the Spirit to give valuable input. There is a forgetfulness that other believers also have the Holy Spirit ( Rom 8:9 ; 14 ). Although pastors have a ministry degree that no one else in their leadership has, every single leader serving alongside him has the Holy Spirit. The remedy for this forgetfulness is to remember that not only the pastor can be led by the Spirit to make decisions for the church but also others ( Acts 11:12 ; 15:28 ). 3. “My name is Pastor ____.” I’ve saved this one for last because it is not as obvious compared to the previous ones; it is very subtle. The way pastors greet and introduce themselves to others apart from their local churches often shows where their identity lies. I’ve met men who’ve traveled across states—not for any ministerial purposes—and still introduced themselves with the title “Pastor” in front of their names. On the other hand, I’ve also met men who’ve traveled for ministry yet introduced themselves without the title “Pastor” in their name. Here is some food for thought: Are we, pastors and myself, merely pastors or do we serve as pastors? There’s a big difference. For the prideful pastor, there is a desire to be called Pastor by anyone virtually anywhere. Jesus states, “But you are not to be called ‘Rabbi,’ for you have one Teacher, and you are all brothers. And do not call anyone on earth ‘father,’ for you have one Father, and he is in heaven. Nor are you to be called instructors, for you have one Instructor, the Messiah. The greatest among you will be your servant. For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted ” ( Matt 23:8-12 ; emphasis added). Jesus was not literally forbidding the use of the words father , rabbi , or instructor but rather had warned His disciples against the practice of taking titles as a means of elevating oneself above others, as this was what the scribes and Pharisees had done. The scribes and Pharisees were driven by their pride, seeking status and respect from everyone above the glory of God. They coveted the title that came with their position and desired to be called “rabbi” by all. This (not so) subtle gesture indicates scorn, causing others to feel incapable and of lesser righteousness. The Lord is scornful towards the scorners but gives grace to the humble ( Prov 3:34 ). Let us not be scorners but humble. Jesus extends His grace to us. He does so even in His warning to not seek the high places, saying, “The greatest among you will be your servant.” Therefore, the remedy for the desire to be called Pastor is to be servant-hearted and carry no such title as your identity ( Matt 23:11 ). Strive for Christlike Humility Pride is a killer. Crucify it before it crucifies you. Let us exemplify the Christlike humility that Paul speaks of in Philippians 2:5-7 : “Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men.”

Charlie Kirk (Ross D. Franklin/AP) The Death of a Truth-Teller I don’t usually write articles tied to national headlines. Just last week, I wrote about the false apostle David E. Taylor and how hypocrisy can creep into the church. Yet today, I feel heavy-hearted and compelled to turn to a different story—the assassination of a man many recognized as a truth-teller: Charlie Kirk. Let me be clear from the start: this is not a political article. While it appears Charlie’s death was the result of political violence, that is not my focus here. Instead, I want to look at what many may overlook. I must also say that I didn’t fully agree with Charlie on everything he ever said or stood for. But that’s simply reality. We will never fully align with any one person, and that’s okay. He wasn’t perfect (none of us are), yet God still used him to speak and proclaim truth—and that matters . Like all of us, Charlie had moments he likely regretted—words spoken too sharply or statements that didn’t land well. But it would be a mistake to let those overshadow what he ultimately stood for. At his core, Charlie stood for the Gospel. He championed the truth of salvation in Christ and the authority of Scripture. He consistently pointed to a Christian identity rooted in grace and truth. He defended biblical morality: the reality of sin and grace, traditional marriage between one man and one woman, God’s order for family and society, and a pro-life stance on the sanctity of unborn life—all while standing firm amid cultural pressures, especially regarding the LGBTQ+ movement. That is the Charlie Kirk I want to reflect on here—not the quick soundbites circulating on TikTok, but the biblical convictions underlying his voice. What Is Truth? When Jesus stood accused before the crowd, the Roman governor Pontius Pilate brought Him into his headquarters and asked if He had done anything wrong to be accused. Jesus declared that He was born to be a King and that His mission was to “bear witness to the truth,” adding, “everyone who is of the truth listens to My voice” ( John 18:37 ). Pilate, much like many in our own generation, struggled to grasp the weight of those words. His response was the haunting question that still echoes throughout history: What is truth? Soon after, Pilate brought Jesus back out to the crowd. Convinced of His innocence, he asked whether they wanted him to release Jesus—the sinless God-Man who is Love —or Barabbas, the notorious murderer, robber, and rebel. Love  stood before them, yet the crowd demanded the release of a criminal, and Pilate washed his hands to free himself of the guilt. Moments later, Love  was crucified for humanity, while humanity rejoiced over His death. Love’s  confrontation with the world’s sin provoked anger, rejection, and hatred. His experience reveals the cost of bearing truth—a cost that Charlie Kirk, and all martyrs of Christ, faced in their own ways.  Love and Hate, According to the World We live in a world so confused it cannot even recognize truth. Humanity, at its best—or rather, at its worst—cannot bear truth because it strips away our pretenses and exposes the darkest parts of us. Truth reveals our desperate need for saving from sin and   ourselves .  Yet we’ve been deceived into believing we are enough and can accomplish everything apart from God. We’ve crowned ourselves as our own gods, clinging to the lie that “my truth is my truth” and “your truth is your truth.” But we should know that truth ceases to be truth the moment it becomes subjective . Truth is anchored not in opinion or experience, but in God’s Word ( John 17:17 ). And here is my outcry to my Christian brothers and sisters: love and truth are never enemies. The world desires to pit them against each other, but when we are washed and renewed by the Holy Spirit, we realize that love and truth have always  been one. This world redefines love as tolerance and affirmation, and hate as disagreement. But the God who is Love did something radically different. He confronted sin ( Matthew 5:21–26 ), exposed religious hypocrisy ( Matthew 23 ), and challenged cultural norms ( Luke 13:10–17 ). He spoke about the Kingdom of God ( Mark 1:15 ), warned about Hell more than He talked about heaven, and did not stop those who walked away from Him ( John 6:60–66 ). Love came to bear witness to absolute truth—the reality of God, the reality of sin, and the reality of salvation in Him. This truth confronts, exposes, and transforms. Those who embrace the truth of Love  find life; those who reject it remain in darkness ( John 8:12–32 ). Love  was hated for being a truth-teller, and He told His disciples: “If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will also persecute you. If they kept my word, they will also keep yours” ( John 15:18–20 ). Affirmation is not the same as love, and disagreement is not the same as hate. Though many fail to grasp this, Charlie understood it as he engaged in some of the most contentious issues of our time. In doing so, he unashamedly proclaimed the message of Love . We must not let the world distort what God has established from the beginning. Truth and love are never rivals; they remain inseparable, no matter how much the world tries to convince us otherwise. The Message of Love The Devil rejoices when truth-tellers are silenced. The world martyred the prophets of old and the early believers for proclaiming God’s truth. But death never has the final word. We know this because Love  rose from the dead. The death of a messenger could never erase the message of Love . Charlie Kirk wasn’t perfect, but neither are we. Yet, God uses imperfect people to point to His perfect truth. Unlike Pilate, may we not wash our hands when the world pressures us, abandoning truth and compromising our convictions just to avoid conflict or discomfort. Instead, may we proclaim the message of Love , even when it costs us everything.

The Reality of Hypocrisy Hypocrisy is everywhere. Sadly, it even finds its way into the church. It’s easy to notice in others, yet far harder to see in ourselves. At its core, hypocrisy is a work of the flesh, and those who practice it habitually  only reveal they do not truly have the Spirit of God. As Warren Wiersbe notes, hypocrisy is a “shortsighted practice.” It often hides behind a mask of status or reputation—especially in ministry—seeking the approval of man rather than God. The word hypocrisy  derives from the secular Greek term hupokrités , which literally means “actor.” John MacArthur explains, “An actor attempts to play a convincing role on the stage, pretending to be someone that he is not.” That is the essence of hypocrisy: a performance . Jesus often used this word to describe those who appear religious but lack a genuine relationship with God. It is a façade —an outward act without heart transformation. But no mask lasts forever, and, in time, one’s true nature will be revealed. Jesus reminds us: “Nothing is covered up that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be known. Therefore whatever you have said in the dark shall be heard in the light, and what you have whispered in private rooms shall be proclaimed on the housetops” ( Luke 12:2–3 ; cf. Psalm 7:9 ; 90:8 ; Ecclesiastes 12:14 ; Romans 2:6 ; 1 Corinthians 4:5 ; Revelation 2:23 ). When Hidden Deception Is Exposed The recent case of David E. Taylor —a self-proclaimed apostle and founder of Kingdom of God Global Church—illustrates this truth. He and his ministry claim to have healed countless individuals and even raised some from the dead . Yet, behind the scenes, a different reality was unfolding. According to a Department of Justice press release , Taylor was indicted on ten counts, including conspiracy to commit forced labor and conspiracy to commit money laundering. Victims, whom he referred to as his “armor bearers,” were allegedly coerced to transport women to him, carry out specific actions such as administering Plan B emergency contraceptives, and work at his ministry’s call center without pay. Reports also detail physical and psychological abuse when financial goals were not met. David E. Taylor is a ravenous wolf in sheep’s clothing. He would be, if Jesus described it, a hypocrite. His years of deception and abuse have finally been exposed, standing as a vivid reminder of the type of people Jesus warned us about ( Matthew 7:15 ). Seven Indicators of Hypocrisy False prophets and disciples may look and sound like Christians, but their fruit—that is, the way they live—reveals the truth ( Matthew 7:15–20 ). Jesus pronounced seven woes on the scribes and Pharisees, showing the indicators of a hypocrite ( Matthew 23 ): (1) Hypocrites shut people out of God’s kingdom and hinder them from Gospel truth,  (2) Hypocrites teach a religion of works but not true righteousness,  (3) Hypocrites lead others but are spiritually blind themselves,  (4) Hypocrites follow God’s Law strictly but miss its intent,  (5) Hypocrites perform religious observations without sincerity, (6) Hypocrites look righteous on the outside but are spiritually dead, and (7) Hypocrites despise true prophets of God and pretend to honor them. Hypocrites are not just a problem of the past; they exist today. They may lead ministries, post seemingly godly content online, or be involved in many church or denominational activities. Outwardly, they look and sound like believers, but the fruit of their lives reveal otherwise.  As Scripture warns: “For such men are false apostles, deceitful workmen, disguising themselves as apostles of Christ. And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no surprise if his servants, also, disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. Their end will correspond to their deeds” ( 2 Corinthians 11:13-15 ). Such people are those “having the appearance of godliness, but denying its power… always learning and never able to arrive at a knowledge of the truth,” yet Paul reminds us that “they will not get very far, for their folly will be plain to all” ( 2 Timothy 3:5 , 7 , 9 ). Contend for the Faith Our generation is plagued with chasing charisma over truth. We elevate influential personalities above faithful ministers of God, craving comforting words instead of messages rooted in Scripture. We may embrace Christian virtues such as faith, love, and forgiveness, yet still neglect an active relationship with God. Too often, our grasp of the Gospel only stops at the death of Christ on the cross, when in reality it is meant to shape every aspect of our lives through what Pastor McYoung Yang calls “Gospel lens.” Without the foundation of Christ, we are not standing on solid rock, but, rather, on sinking sand. As Christians, we are commanded to “not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world” ( 1 John 4:1 ). Discernment is not optional; it is a command . We must develop the courage to recognize deception, speak out against false teaching, and reject false teachers ( Ephesians 5:11 ; Romans 16:17-18 ).  We are also commanded to contend for the faith ( Jude 3 ; 1 Timothy 6:12 ). Our weapon is the Word of God, which is “living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword” ( Hebrews 4:12 ; cf. Ephesians 6:17 ). With Scripture in hand and Christ as our foundation, we stand firm, being able to resist falsehood and hold fast to the Gospel that saves. A Call to Self-Examination Many ministers preach accountability yet fail to hold themselves accountable. For them, accountability seems to apply only to others, while they protect their own reputation at all costs. We must be careful because preaching without practice is exactly what Jesus warned against—it is the beginning of hypocrisy. If we claim to follow Christ, we must honestly examine ourselves. Do our actions behind closed doors match what we proclaim in public? Do we depend on appearances and human approval? Do we judge others for their sins while overlooking our own? These questions reveal whether our faith is authentic or merely a performance. But even if we fall short, it doesn’t have to be the end. God’s grace is available to meet us where we are. He invites us to repent, turn to Him, and cherish Jesus for who He truly is. When we do, we can proclaim with joy, “Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord” ( Matthew 23:39 ), and know that His grace and mercy are able to fully cover our sins and offer true forgiveness. Closing Remarks Defend the faith. Contend for the faith. Pursue accountability. And repent. Only when Jesus is our greatest desire can we overcome hypocrisy, for God will bring all things to light, and what is hidden will be revealed.

Introduction Being young in ministry can feel like both a gift and a burden. Many have said my youthfulness brings a sense of energy, fresh perspective, and the chance to grow early in my calling. But I think it also comes with underlying and unspoken realities within the Hmong church. Young ministers are often measured first by age, rather than by faithfulness to God’s call. In stepping into ministry, we encounter quiet assumptions that are worth naming—not to shame, but to spark honest conversations about how we see leadership and discipleship. “You lack the experience.” Different perspectives and biblical convictions are sometimes dismissed simply because someone is young. The assumption is that youth equals inexperience—even when there is real experience. The concern here is not about undermining the wisdom of elders but about making sure we do not miss the bigger picture of God’s work in and through the whole church. Our mission of proclaiming the Gospel never changes. Yet, the ways ministry is carried out adapt with each generation. If we close our ears to younger voices too quickly, we risk confusing cultural preferences with biblical truth. “You’re just here to fill in.” At times, younger ministers are treated as “fillers”—leading youth, helping with worship, or stepping in when no one else is available. Those roles are valuable, but when they are seen as the extent of a young minister’s calling, discouragement can grow. The question isn’t whether older leaders should hand over the reins, but whether there is space to affirm and develop God’s calling in the younger generation rather than using them only as stopgaps. “You know the Bible, but not life.” This often feels like a backhanded compliment. Bible education and rigorous study are recognized, yet teaching is brushed aside simply because of “life experience”. Sure, life experience matters —there’s no denying that. It would seem odd for someone who’s never been married to counsel a married couple about marriage. But here’s something I think the Hmong church tends to forget: God has never limited His work only to those with many years behind them. Throughout Scripture, He has spoken through both the young and the old. The authority of Scripture does not depend on the speaker’s age, experience, or status; it rests entirely in the Word of God itself ( 2 Timothy 3:16–17 ). God Uses All Generations, Not Just the Old Scripture shows us time and time again that age does not disqualify. Both the young and the old have been used by God in pivotal ways.  Abraham was called to father a nation in his old age ( Genesis 12:1–4 ). Moses was chosen to lead Israel out of Egypt when he was past what many would consider his “prime” ( Exodus 3:1–10 ). Neither were called because of their “life experience”. What mattered most was their obedience and faithfulness to God, not the number of years behind them. At the same time, God has also entrusted the young with extraordinary responsibility. Timothy was given pastoral oversight while he was still young ( 1 Timothy 4:12 ; 2 Timothy 1:6–7 ). David was anointed king as a boy ( 1 Samuel 16 ). Jeremiah felt too young to proclaim God’s truth as a prophet ( Jeremiah 1:6–7 ). Jesus called uneducated teenage disciples to carry the gospel to the ends of the earth. If God could use both the young and the old in these ways, why would we assume He cannot use young ministers today? Why do we shut them out? From prophets and shepherd boys to fishermen and tax collectors, God has never limited His work to a person’s age. Questions the Church Needs to Ask It’s worth asking some honest (and uncomfortable) questions to foster Gospel-centered conversations in the Hmong church:  Do we value age more than spiritual maturity? Are we protecting Hmong tradition at the expense of the Gospel? When younger ministers speak from Scripture, do we truly listen—or quietly dismiss them because of age? Do we merely view younger ministers only as helpers? If God has used both young and old throughout Scripture, what gives us the right to sideline either today? A High Cost Ministry was never meant to be done alone. The church is strongest and most faithful to God’s mission when it embraces the Spirit’s work in both the young and the old. Each generation sharpens the other ( Proverbs 27:17 ), and together we reflect Christ more fully. Both young and old bring gifts, perspectives, and callings that God can use to advance His mission. When generations work together—listening and learning from one another in the riches of God's truth— the church becomes a Gospel-centered community, equipped to reach the lost in changing times. Times are changing, and cultures are shifting. The methods that reached the lost yesterday will not be enough today. The Hmong church needs to hear fresh voices and discern how the Spirit is leading, which will inevitably require utmost humility, trust, and change that is both Gospel-centered and Spirit-driven. Yet if our primary focus becomes preserving Hmong culture and heritage, we risk losing what matters most—the Gospel itself and Christ at the center. Without Him, we are not a church. And we would be nothing more than another clan-based organization. How tragic it is when our unity rests on "Hmongness" rather than on Christ. As for me, I will not let others despise me for my youth. I will press on to represent Jesus faithfully, because His calling is not bound by age. “Let no one despise you for your youth, but set the believers an example in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith, in purity” ( 1 Timothy 4:12 ).

Author's Note: This is Part V of the Church Hurt Series. If you haven't already, please read Part IV here . As previously mentioned, church hurt is more than just a buzzword; it signifies a profound pain that reflects overwhelming darkness. While churches are called to embody the teachings of Jesus, they often fall short due to sin and brokenness, resulting in deep anguish and suffering—pains that are frequently ignored or “swept under the rug.”  In this article, I would like to share some pastoral words of encouragement from six anonymous pastor-friends representing various Hmong, Korean, American, and multicultural churches, along with my reflections on their insights. Anonymous Pastoral Words of Encouragement Pastor 1 Take your time—don't let anyone pressure you to rush your healing. Don’t allow others to minimize your pain. Seek a community that will support you without judging the scars you carry. Pastor 2 The pain caused by the church is real, and your feelings are valid. I encourage you to be open and, when ready, approach those who have hurt you to seek reconciliation. Forgive others just as the Father has forgiven you. Pastor 3 Unfortunately, church hurt is real and happens all too often. Few things are more painful than experiencing spiritual abuse and betrayal within a community called to love and care for your soul. While I don’t want to downplay your pain, I want to remind you that we serve a God who has also endured abandonment, abuse, and betrayal—far beyond what we can comprehend. He understands your suffering and grieves with you when injustice and abuse occur within His body. He is with you in the midst of your pain, and there is healing available. The enemy will try to use this hurt to sow division within the church and turn people away from Christ. He will use church hurt to isolate you from God and the Christian community. But our God is able and willing to turn what the enemy meant for evil into a catalyst for healing and a testimony to others. While I would never advise anyone to stay in a spiritually abusive church unwilling to pursue true reconciliation, it's important to remember that there is no substitute for the local church. We are called to commit ourselves to a healthy body of believers. Contend for unity within the church, and remain steadfast through difficulties. If necessary, find a new, biblically sound church, and seek biblical counseling to help you grieve, heal, and forgive those who have hurt you. Pastor 4 Process your pain, forgive the church, and heal—but don’t go through it alone. Even though it’s “church hurt,” God still calls us to be part of His body and to walk with His people. Seek healing within the community He’s placed you in, or find a healthy one where you can grow and heal together. Pastor 5 There is healing—Jesus heals in every way. While relationships may have caused the brokenness, it’s through relationships that healing can be found. Surround yourself with those who uplift you, and let God use those connections to restore and renew you. Pastor 6 Be faithful! God sees you. If you're a ministry leader who has experienced church hurt, remember that it’s okay to step away from ministry at times. Your spiritual health matters, and sometimes you need space to focus on it. (That doesn’t mean to stop attending a local church. Church is still important.) Pastors often forget that they, too, need to be poured into and refreshed. Prioritize your well-being so you can serve from a place of strength. Fostering a Healthier Church Environment As I reflect on these pastoral words of encouragement to those who have been deeply hurt by the church, a thought comes to mind: one misplaced word at church does more damage than anywhere else . This is why we need a culture of love, grace, and forgiveness. These qualities are not simply "Christian values"; they are the natural expression of someone who loves, exalts, and believes in Christ. These qualities flow within the believer who is filled with the Holy Spirit. It is contradictory to claim to love Christ while harboring hate for one's own brother or sister within the church ( 1 John 4:20 ).  Church, we have seen and heard stories of church hurt. It is not foreign to just one particular church; it is everywhere . Church members are forced to endure torment in silence, while pastors face disgrace and struggle to muster up strength for the next Sunday. Is this what the church was meant to be? Is this what Christ had envisioned?  Church Hurt & Biblical Accountability We, as the Church, need to openly address church hurt. Speaking about church hurt isn’t about shaming or gossiping; while it may sometimes lead to that, it is not the godly approach that Christians are called to take when confronting sin within the church. Discussing church hurt should be a means of biblical accountability for both pastors and congregants. What does Scripture have to say? “If your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault, between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you have gained your brother. But if he does not listen, take one or two others along with you, that every charge may be established by the evidence of two or three witnesses. If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church. And if he refuses to listen even to the church, let him be to you as a Gentile and a tax collector” ( Matthew 18:15-17 ). "Brothers, if anyone is caught in any transgression, you who are spiritual should restore him in a spirit of gentleness. Keep watch on yourself, lest you too be tempted” ( Galatians 6:1 ). “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” ( 1 John 1:9 ). “ But now I am writing to you not to associate with anyone who bears the name of brother if he is guilty of sexual immorality or greed, or is an idolater, reviler, drunkard, or swindler—not even to eat with such a one. For what have I to do with judging outsiders? Is it not those inside the church whom you are to judge? God judges those outside. ‘Purge the evil person from among you’” ( 1 Corinthians 5:11-13 ). The Purity of the Church Is At Stake Biblical accountability ensures the purity of the church, and this purity is crucial; it is what truly matters. A church that lacks purity cannot effectively reflect Christ. False doctrine leads to reckless living. Reckless living results in broken relationships. Broken relationships cause emotional pain and a loss of trust. This spiritual stagnation becomes inevitable, creating a lack of accountability and ultimately diminishing the church's witness to the world. The need for sound doctrine and personal accountability in building healthy, Christ-centered relationships in the church becomes obvious when there’s a lack of biblical accountability, leading to confusion and dysfunction within the church. How ironic would it be that the Body of Christ, designed to reflect Christ’s compassion, causes greater anguish than the world outside?  We are called to so much more than that, Church. Live on earth as it is in Heaven. Be a witness—a Christ-reflecting  witness. To your brother. To your sister. To your pastor. To the world. Don’t misrepresent Jesus to others.